She smiled warmly at her killer who was currently sleeping peacefully in his bed as if he never had done anything wrong in his life..as if he had never killed her....she sighed loudly and smirked in victory as he flinched visibly. "I know your awake.." she whispered lightly and waited for him to open his eyes.
I opened my eyes to see the woman that i had killed 3 years ago standing before me, and once again,i was stunned by her beauty.
Her long silver hair glistened in the moon light and her pale skin looked as if it was glowing..she stared off into space with her brilliant blue eyes that glistened with unshed tears that never cease to perk my curiosity and guilt threw out the days that she has visted me in my room. "you still mourn the loss of your life even though you asked me to kill you...." he said in a somber voice. "I find it very unusual that you even continue to mourn your own death for such a long time...why don't you forget?" he asked out of curiosity and intrest in her current situation.
Why don't I forget? "I-I don't know....." she choked out in a small sob. "If i don't who will remember me? Who will mourn me? Who will cry for me? Who will love me even though im gone?" she cried out into the empty night air...she knew only he could hear her yet she wished to cry and scream.....she wanted to feel like she wasn't dead anymore.....she wanted to feel like she was an equal to everyone around her....
He stared blankly at her trying to find answers to her questions and trying to make her sobbing stop....but how could he?.....he couldn't even touch her....he felt horrible for putting her threw this....he didn't want to end her life in the first place but when she came to him and begged him to end her life he couldn't turn her away...not with those magnificent blue eyes....he couldn't send her away with those sad eyes...
She continued to scream and cry with all her might though her voice never grew hoarse or weary. Her tears never stopped and she began to shake "no more...please i don't want to be invisible....i don't want to be lesser then the others...." she whimpered softly "I no longer want to carry the burden of only being seen by my murderer" she sobbed
"You are not lesser of a being..You are still equal to us living..." he said under his breath "You are now what you were then just now u have no pulse and you have no flesh....you are still you." He said beggining to get angry with the beautiful girl. His cold teal eye's glaring into her sad blue one's. "I say this because I care about you. You are beautiful. You are kind. You are a good person who had a terrible life and wished to run away.....that doesn't make you less of a person and just because I can only see you doesn't mean you have to be alone....im here.....isn't that good enough? Can't you be happy with just seeing me?" he cried out in frustration as he glared at the woman he once called a friend "Kima...your not seeing me as me anymore! You see me as your murderer!" he screamed angrily at the woman "...i want to go back...to when we were friends....when u and i were happy and ignorant to everything around us...." he whimpered in a loss.
She stared at him in both shock and confusion. "Why?" she whispered gently.
"Why what?" he sighed calming down from his resent emotional distress. He held his head gently in his hand and kept his eye's closed. "Explain your question" he said lightly as he leaned against the window frame close to her.
"Why are you so agrivated with me?" she asked quietly as to not anger him anymore.
"I am not agrivated as much with you as i am with how you are seeing the situation and how you are seeing me...i am sorry for how i acted toward you and i am sorry for getting upset." he said lightly. He kept his eyes away from her saddened form.
Kima smiled warmly at him and embraced him the best that she could. "Im sorry to...i see now that i was treating you very unfairly and i was seeing you as nothing more than my murderer....So im sorry...." she said crying lightly "Thank you...Kuro....For everything....." Her eye's slid closed as she emerced her self in the warmth that her friend gave off and sighed lightly. "Im free...." she whispered as she slowly disapeared into a warm light that filled her with happiness and love...the two things she was never given to when she was alive..."Goodbye Kuro..."
"Goodbye Kuro..." was all he heard as his best friend left in a warm glow and for once he cried...he cried until his heart content...grasping onto his sweater wishing she was still some how there to say everything was okay....and in his own warped way he wished she would have stayed even if she was suferring in the days she was...but he knew that was selfish of him and he couldn't have asked her nor begged her to stay in the hell she was in..."G-Goodbye Kima....i'll miss you.." he choked out into the empty room and he dried his tears and stared into the endless night sky just as he had seen her do so many nights before.